This will be the year I start anew. A year for me to become a better person, a better friend, a better sister, a better lover. I don’t hate myself, but there will always be room for improvement. This will be the year where I do what I want and be unafraid to achieve my goals regardless of what other people might say or think. I will become stronger, but my heart will also become fuller. I will learn to let go of the things I cannot control and be thankful of the things I can.
So, going into the new year, I will create tiny goals for myself. I may not achieve all of them, but I will try and that’s all that matters. I will try.
Apply to all possible internships so that I can finally be home in NYC for a summer
Pick up the guitar again
Exercise and be in better shape
Appreciate the people in my life
Love the life I am living and understand that I cannot control the things that sometimes try to rain on my happiness
today I saw a preteen girl pick up Mean Girls at Target and ask her friend what it was. She didn’t even know. She said it sounded dumb. The people are forgetting. The world is changed. I feel it in the water. I feel it in the earth. I smell it in the air. Much that once was is lost, for none now live who remember it.
i love movies so much i love the power of film and how they affect me and everyone and different genres and their beauty and different opinions and different cinematography techniques and colour palettes and good acting and interesting story and relatable characters and well written characters and good characterization and drama and good writing and tight direction and oh my god i’m so emotional i love film so much